Saturday, January 8, 2011

WWOOOOHHHOOOOO!!!!

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lma rsnya xupdate blog...
hehehehe...
hmm sbokla skg ni...
byk kja kt opis kna wat...
cz my manger pon da bnti...
addoooiiiii...
stkat nak dtg kja 2,3 hri bek xyah....
pstu tgal kja dia cmtu ja...
addoooiii sba jela...

so da ttop buku lma...
now bkak bku bru...
but life still mcmtu jgk...
nutink change...
huhuhu...
nak cta psal apa ek???
any ideas???
hmmmm addeeehhh...
xthu plak nak cta apa ni...
okla cta sal apa yg da jd taun lpas...
cz da bkak bku bru...
but still nak gak igat pglman abt da past rite??

bln 1.2010-bln 9.2010 me dok uma ja...
cz jd pggagur trhormat...
so mkn tito mkn tito..
smpla me jd besa ni...
huhuhu....till my sista dpt baby....
me jd nany xbrgaji ok...
hehehe...me jga ank buah me..
NUREFFINA BINTI MOHD REFFENDI...
dat time dia kcik lg...
so kekok skitla nak jga dia..
1st time my mom bg me cm tkot2
nak dkong n pgang dia...
yela dia baby lgkan...so kna hti2la...
hehehe tp me blaja dr my mom...
cara mndikan dia,
titokan dia,susukan dia,mkn kan dia...
slin pampers dia...
hehehe...she rili close wif me...
sumtimes tito n me..
xthula cmna nak ckap time tu...
love her so much...

then ive got a new guy n new love...
yahhhoooo....!!!!
at the same time ive got a job...
alhamdulillah...
dat time rzki dtg brgolek2...
my bf hmm not anymore now,
my exbf AZIMAN ALIAS...
org dia biasa ja...
bkn mcm bf me ROB PATT..
hehehehe...
actualy bla kpel n man ni,
im hpy...yela cz bru lgkan...
smua org akn hpy...
bak kata org mla2 smuany indah...
kntut pon wgi...
bla da lma2,xkntut pon dia ckap bsok...
tol x???hahahahaha...
so me kpel n dia...
as my age pon da 20..
me rsa dis time nak take srius abt love...
me pon nmpk dia cm srius gla abt dis...
me bwk dia knal wif my mom 1st...
then m.cik2 n tok me...
so smua da knal la dia...
my mom pon ska dia...
cra dia hrmat my mom n my fmly...
mmg xnfikan his a gud guy...
then dia ckap nak msok mnang me..
wow!!!me da nak tunang ka??
hehehe...dat time hpy sgt2...
apa nak tggu lg klo bnda da baik kan..
lgpon my mom da ska dia...
so rya kdua dia bwk fmly dia jmp my fmly...
fmly dia da knal fmly me,
da jmp me so mak dia pon da brkenan n me...
so mak dia pon suarakan kt fmly me,
bln 12 nti kmi dtgla bwk rmbongan...
wat???wow.....hehehehe...

but my dad jd pghlang...
he ask me da bpa lma yang knal laki tu???
hmm bru ja xla lma sgt...
then nak tunang daka???
xka trlalu awl...pstu nak tunang lma2 wat pa???
knal dlo dia cmna...cz bru ja lg...
xnak esok ank ayh jd xtntu arh like ur sista...
hmm me sdis...xthu nak ckap apa...
me fham mksod ayh...
cz dia xnak me susa kmdian hri...
me pon xnak life me cm sista2 me...
owhhh me bntu!!!!
man ckap dgn my mom...
m.cik tlglah pjok p.cik tuk trima sy...
sy jnji n m.cik n p.cik,
sy akn jga ida sebaik mgkin...
sy xkan susakan spa2...
sy xkan susakan diri dia...
tlgla sy m.cik...sy mntk tlg m.cik
pjokla p.cik baik2...insyaAllah life ida
xkan jd cm kkak2 dia...sy da tau life kkak2 dia cmna..
cz ida slu cta...so sy jnji m.cik life ida xkan jd cmtu...
dat time me dga man ckap cmtu kt mak
mmg trharu sgt2...
owhh so tacing....
tp apa leh wat ayh ttap cmtu jgk...
even me da slow talk wif my dad....
me bknla dsprate sgt nak kwin...
tp cra man tu nmpk dia btol2 ikhlas....
me ckap n man spya sba n bg msa...
tp dia cm da xsba2 plak...
hmmmm...

till evrytink chnged...
fmly me dprslhkan cz xleh tima dia...
dia ckap fmly me mmlih hrta bnda...
helllooo mr!fmly me bkn cmtu k..
jgn slh fham...mla2 dlo ckap fham,
ckap bole tima...but now???
dia da xleh tima dri me...
ada ja bnda yg dia nak kondem abt me...
ada ja yg xbtol psal me...
me trus2an dprslhkan till now...
hmm me akui me yg mntak ptos n dia...
cz dat time me kcwa sgt2 n dri dia...
but dat time me sygkan dia...
me pjok n mryu pd dia tok tima me alek...
tp dia ckap sory dia n rela hti lpaskan me...
owh god...dunia seakn2 musnah...
me btol2 down...3 hri me xg kja...
me rsa me cm org bdo jew...
my mom ask me,
wat wrong wif u dis lately???
hmmm dun no how to let u noe abt dis mom...
but naluri sorg mak,
xkan pernah slah hal ank dia...

my mom said bkn hritu dia kan bria2 sgt...
now dia lpaskan me cmtu ja???
plik gak...
yeah me too mom...
hmm bla da break up n man abt 2 days,
me dpt thu he got sum1 else...
n dia sndri mgaku kt kkak agkt me..
owh dammnnn!!!!
im not giving up...im juz feel
owh god y dis hppened to me...
ada hkmah knp my dad hlang me dat day
n now i knw who rili he is...
rmai plak pmpn2 yg msz me ckap bgosla ptos n dia..
cz time me kpel n dia,
dia stil ayt pmpn2 len...
dia brok2kan me kt org len...
dunno wat to say anymore...

alhamdulillah now im ok....
im already accpt the fact...
tp dia plak yg cri me alek..
sowie da xda pluang lg...
ckopla pluang yg dberi slma ini...
nmun xprnah nak hrgai...

so me strt a new life wifout him...
dtgla plak sorg lelaki...
yg brnma AMIRUL ABDULLAH...
actualy he is my ex...
we've been kpel b4...
ptos abt the same thing...
cz dia tmak...dia nak me n gf dia...
huhuhu...
me try tima dia alek dlm idop me...
tp enthla...luka lma still brdrah...
xmmpo nak diubtkan lg...
me try lupakan smua psal ksah slm...
yes i did...but...cra dia....
dia xda msa tuk me...
pg ptg siang mlm keja ja...
non stop...bla cti susa plak nak jmp...
cz nak dok uma rest...
dia ckap kt me,dia bt smua ni tok me...
spya kidopan me n dia nti trjmin...
rili appriciated dat...
tp org len kja gak...
ada ja time nak spent time wif org trsyg...
ni lsong xda...dala kdekut...
owh god...sriusly mmg kdekot...
sory to said...but im telling the truth...
so klo kwin pon trjmin ka msa dpan???
my mum said xyahla n org cmni...
mak tgok pon mak da tau dia cmna...
mmg brkira sgt2....
kpel n dia abt 7 months dlo,
sekali ja kot kua tgok wyg..
huhuhu...da tu mkn n mnom bya asing2 plak..
addeehhhh...saba jela....
bli brg pon asing2 baya...
owh god...hmm nsib2...

tp klo ckap cm sng ja...
det bole dcri,tp nak cri cnta yg sjti,
sukar tok dmlki...
mmg ptot ponla...cz kdkut sgt kot...
spa nak???huhuhu...u shuld change dat hunee...
pmpn mna yg ska klo bf dia kdkot thap cipan...
addeehhhh...so me n dia skerat jlan ja....
huhuhu...
mmg xleh blah da n dia..
so me bzkan diri to forget evrytink..
bz wif my work...
dpt kja pon owh it's lot of stress!!!!!
apala nsib 2010 ni ek???
hmmmm....
xkja mna nak ada det...
so sba jela...dan trus bkerja...
me spent time wif my buddy...
ktorg ada gak set nak wat reunion hri tu...
tp xjd...
cz rmai yg xleh...addoooiii...
plan pya plan xjdla plak...
mish rili2 mish all my buddy...
cz wifout them,im nutink!!!!!!!!
thx to all my buddy...

bla da single mingle tringle ni,
biaslakan knalla n rmai org...
tup2 me knal n sorg minah ni..
nma dia NURFARAHIN..
sma umo n me...dia actualy gf afiq..
my exbf...bla kwan n fara..
besh sgt...we share our prob tgther...
mmg skpla la fara ni n me...
bru ja knal tp rsa cm da lma knal...
hehehehe...fara,u r the besh dear...
tp stiap org ada mslah trsndri...
bgtu gak fara....so byk jgklamslh ktorg share sme2...
thx fara for being in my life n be my bez buddy...
bla xym,or tego2 rsa cm haaiii rindu plak kt fara...
hehehehe...
opssss we r not lessy k....
cuz dat wat frenz shuld be rite????
so thx 4evrytink fara....=)
pstu knal plak n sorg ni
nma dia MUHD MU'AZ...
tp org pgil dia joe...
dia sportink...open...
dia pon ada mslh dia gak...
so ktorg pon share our prob too...
dia actualy ptos tunang...
ciann dia...smp hti tunang dia wat dia cmtu...
sba jela k joe...psti ada hkmah dsbliknya....

then me knal sorg lg mamat...
who' dat????of cos my teddy HASAN...
hehehe...eh lma pya kwan nma btol dia xthula plak...
addeeehhhh...sat nak text dia tya..
hahahahaha...
hah da thu da.... nma dia HASAN SYAZALI ADNAN...
wow....hehehehehe...
but me ska pgil dia teddy...
orite mr.teddy...he rili2 nice guy...
bkn sngla nak dpt laki or kwan cm dia
dlm dnia skg ni...
so im rili hppy to get u teddy....
bole dktakan im the lucky gul ok...
hehehe...so teddy,u r rili2 a nice guy ive ever knw...
thx for being in my life...
n thx for evrytink dat u've done to me...
i rili2 appriciate hunee....
thx so much....(^_~)

12.2010...im workin at law firm...
owhh new place,new envroment,
so lot of things to learn...
yeah...n i rili like my new job now...
okla kan....cz bru lg...
lma2 nti xtau la plak...
huhuhu....
tp hrap2 kja ni okla...
insyaAllah....amin.....
so dis is all my story 2010...
ttop buku lama...
now buka bku bru...
yeaaahhhhh...
i wish dis year
can bring more hppness to me n mylife...
no more sadness i wish...
may god bless me...
amin...(")")
oritteee....enuf wif the heavy...
so HAPPPY NEEWWW YEEAAARRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
ye ye ye....(^_^)
hehehehe....

2 comments:

eihin farahin said...

tq ida...
nm pun kwn kan..so kna la slalu ada tiap ms,wlpun jauh n x pnh jmpa tu bkn pnghalang...as along ikatan persahabatan tu tjlin dgn rs ikhlas n jujur,InyaAllah smua will be fine...
gud luck in this year.may Allah bless us..
aminn

baby_elida said...

hehehehehe...
thx so much dear...
yuppp dat's frenz shuld be...
amin...(")")