Begins......

Dear Blog.....

it's been not to long i think...

hehehe....wat i want to share is,

my new life just BEGINS......

we...i mean wif my love one,

just move on to a new house.......

its cool there....

big room, up the hill....

huhuhu.....so far so good....

thats all i can write....hehehe.....

about my work,alhamdulillah...

ive oready got it....

now im working at engineer company...

as a receptionist....

alhamdulillah everytink just fine,cool and 

awesome.....its kind of new place, new style of work,

i rilli enjoyed it...wif my head are so sportink...

totaly i been dream before,

to work as that place....i mean its environment...

but i nver dream i can be at dat place....

so here i am now....

dream become reality....

alhamdulillah.....rilli love it...

hope its everlasting job....

abt me and her, we are ok...

as usual....but sumtimes fight like hell....

but everytink backs to normal....

1st of dis december, we been excden....

but we are fine....and today her car just done from 

repair.....so everytinks is back to normal now...

i jjust hope everytink that we ve been thru together,

no matter is a good or bad times...

hope we always can stay it up together...

its not easy to build a life together....

we cant always thought everytinks gonna be ok...

sumtimes its hard to face everytink alone...

as my self,i always treat sum1 i love like

we have a real life...

i mean like husband and wife...

a family....i know it cant be real...

as wat u want or wish....

sumtimes u cant get it.....

but atlist we try....n if we been trying tgther...

i tinks its not possible wat u wish i dream

u cant achieve it....

right????in dis case

each other have to play thier rules....

in that way,evrytinks gonna be as u dream n wish...

so as i wish...as i dream

hope we gonna make it....success!!!!! =)

HEART, FEELING, LIFE, MEMORIES....

Assalammualaikum semua......

Dear heart, i knw u have been changed a lot...

dari sorg yg sgt keras hati,

seorg yg ego, seorg yg sgt pemarah,

but i knw its been gone now...

and seriusly u changed a lot..

and evryday u want to be more better

than yesterday....

now u get more relax,

easy to cool, and mudah ksiankan org...

i knw u have learn a lot of things bfore...

u ve got to face the fact, the fake

and so on.....

u rilli a tough heart i ever had...

nver easy to give...

stay strong even anything hppen around u...

so, as i wish please be tough for me....

to face evryday, evrything that culd hppen

around me.....thank u....

Dear feeling, i knw uve been cry for so long...

till ive got no tears anymore to cry...

i knw uve been face the same way to as heart facing...

in last year 2011,

ive been excden, i lost my dad,

i lost my job, n now

ive been buzy making a new life...

and u came in....

to give me the feeling that i lost before...

to cheer me up... to make me hppy...

uve bring back those feeling to me...

i rilli appriciate for dat....

cz i knw its dfficult for me too....

when all da feeling gone from my self...

and its hard to came back....

ive been try so hard for u to come back for me...

and now we made it....

all i wanna ask, please dun stop this feeling...

let me feel it as i still can feel it....

it rilli hard for me to cntrol all da feeling dat i have

for dis year....now u bring back to me...

and make me smile evryday..... thank u...

Dear life, i knw u been tough for me....

cz in my life i nver give up....

evrything i do, i bring u too....

u r the part of me....yes my own life....

if sumthing hppen, i knw my life are full of shit...

and i felt i juz wnna end it....

go far away from others, follow my dad,

but evryday, evry month, evry year,

u bring a new life for me....

wen im down ur down too...

wen i wnna stand back, u stay in my life

to stand wif me....

how hard we being together....

to bring my life back...

i knw its not easy for us to make it....

but overall, i satisfied with it....

cz now we in new life again....

learn to be independent,

stand on my own two feet....

i knw ive got a terrible life bfore,

but now we ve become one back....

for my request, please stay strong with me....

cause without my own life,

how culd i live, how culd i breath,

how can i be me right??? thank you.....

Dear memories....i knw sometime we got memories remain...

let it be....as u knw me,

past is past....what rilli goes around now,

we make it till it become memories...

i knw u too been a tough memories...

bcz in dis year, ive got a lot of memories....

with the sad, the happy,

the dfficult, the sweet, and so on....

but the memories that i cant forget,

will be last year memories....

at the same year, ive been excden,

i lost my dad,its a hard year for me...

for my heart, for my feeling, for my life,

and it will be my memories forever...

that i will nver forget....

with all dis memories,

i learn a lot to be a better person now...

which means, who i am now......

learn to be independent, to stand my own feet,

at the first time, its rilli hard for me....

but after im trying,

i can do it.....

nothing to be scared, if u trying ur best....

so what i was hoping from u,

what we been facing before let it be...

we have to move on...

cz what have been a memories,

it will always be a memories.....

thank you for keeping those memories with us...

dats all my entry for today...

i wish i can came up with anther stories,

abt me, myself and i....

sekian, wassalam......=)

Δ New Life Of Me Δ

Assalammualaikum...:)

haihhhh dah lama me xupdate blog me nehh....

dan dah lama xkgsi rsa suka duka

bahaana bencana dan sebagainyakan...

actualy xssbok mna pon....

tp xdak ksempatan nak update...

so kali ni dah ada ksemptan me nak citala skit....

cta apa ekkkkk....?????

hah nak cta ksah idop me skg....

me skg dah ada life me sndri....

even berat hati me tuk tggalkan mak 

kesorangan tp me perlu kuat....

klo me sndri xubah khpan me,

sapa lagi??????dan bgaimna me akn trima

if mak pergi tggalkan me????

sudah brtahun me kumpul semangat me,

pulih dari ksdihan bila ayah pergi

tinggalkan me....wlopon msih lemah,

tapi me usaha tuk kuat demi mak....

now me bina idop me.....

me bkn pergi jauh dr mak.....

dkt dan msih bole balik tok jmpa mak

smggu skli....

dan dgn khdpan bru ini,me nak blaja...

blaja tuk brdikari.....

inilah yg dktakan try to stand on my own two feet....

me msih blom dpt keja yg sesuai dgn me lagi....

dan msih brusaha....

dkt sni me stay dgn sahabat,

kekasih,n evrytink to me.....

DIEDY SHAHPUTRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aka NOORYUSHAHIDAH....:p

susa sng kami brsama2.....

wlau cmna keadaan sklipon....

she alwyz there for me.....

thx syg......<3

dialah yg mmbwa sinar baru dlm idoo me...

lpaskan me dr sgla sdih dan sgsara.....

thx for bring a NEW LIFE for me.....

make my day with full of joy.....

hope we gonna stay everlasting longer.....:)

so dats all my entry for today....

klo ada new story, new entry,

ada ksempatan me akn coretkan di blog me neh....

nak baca, baca.....

xnak baca pon xpa......hehehehe....

sekian wassalam........bubye....:)

MAGIC SKY....

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM SEMUA....=)

 

MAGIC SKY???apa tu????

hah entry me kali neh nak cita

tentang MAGIC SKY...

mungkin ada yang xtahu...

MAGIC SKY neh lebih kurang

macam COOL BLOG...

mst ramai yang tahu tentang COOL BLOG kan...

 

me baru keja dekat magic sky neh...

hari ni baru me strt keja...

makna kata kemarin la 10 Sept 2012..

pada mulanya me agak kekok sikitla...

sebab xpenah buat kan...

memandangkan zaman dah canggih

semua pkai mechine ja buat...

 

tapi dah lama2 tu okla...

sebab ada ramai yang membantu...

meber2 seperjuangan me

Kim, Iela, Shida, Intan, dan kwan me

Intan, dan me...

actualy dia ada 2 shift,

shift pagi bermula kul 10pg-6ptg,

dan 6ptg-2pg..

 

memandangkan belum ckop staf,

kami juz bt 1 shift dlo...

shift petang...dan masih lagi mencari

staf2 yang nak bkrja...

cawangan magic sky neh

akan dibuka banyak tempat...

kira tempat kami ni sbgai training dlo...

 

mknan yang disediakan xbyk..

juz nasi lemak dan mee udang...

dan nanti akan ada satay dan buger...

mmg sedapla....

klau nak try boleh la dtg...

hehehe...

keja ni mmg happeningla...

sebab ramai kawan, xstress sgt,

cuma penat sikitla...

biasala kan, keja mna yang tak penat...

ye tak...hehehe...

 

oklah, smp disini sahaja entry me kali ni...

kalau ada cita menarik me akan kgsi2 k...

wish me gud luck, spya dpt buat

yang lebih baik pada masa akan datang...

success, success, chayok chayok!!!!

hehehehe....

sekian wasalam.....=)

WANNA BE....EVERYTHING (^_~)

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM SEMUA....=)

 

sit back n relax....enjoy entry kali neh..

hehehe....

dulu waktu kcik2 org salu tanya,

apa cita2?esok besar nak jadi apa?

uisshhh kalau tanya pasal cita2 neh,

semua me nak jadi....

nak jadi doktor pakar bedah,

nak jadi cikgu, nak jadi polis,

nak jadi kastam, macam2 lagi lah...

 

tapi tu semua dulu....

cita2 hanya tinggal cita2 shja...

tapi tak bermakna kita tak leh brjaya dalam hidupkan

walaupun segala cita2 yang diimpikan

tidak tercapai....mungkin kita ditakdirkan

tidak dapat menjadi apa yg diimpikan...

janji kita dapat menjayakan diri kita

dengan berkat usaha dan kegigihan kita...

 

hendak diputarkan balik masa,

sudah tentu mustahil...

so apa yang boleh dilakukan sekarang neh,

teruskan kehidupan...

belajar dari kesilapan dulu, mulakan kehidupan baru,

usaha dengan gigih untuk perolehi apa yang boleh

diperolehi sekarang...

walaupun banyak lagi yang perlu dibelajar

untuk menjalani sebuah kehidupan,

kerana bukan setakat ini sahaja kehidupan kita,

malah lebih meluas lagi andai mahu kita terokai...

 

so apa yang me dapat dari pengalaman dulu,

me pernah kerja di kedai makan..

beralih pula kepada penjual kasut...

kemudian, beralih kepada kerja ofis,

sebagai kerani finance lori,

kerani kedai hardware,

kerani lawyer, dan kembali semula sebagai kerani hardware...

tiba2 disitu, me dah kehilangan arah tuju me...

cuz bekerja di company hardware bukan mudah...

 

orang yang betul2 arif ttg bnda2 tu semua ja

yang dapat jalankan tugasnya dengan baik...

ini me ikut kepala otak me ja...

buat2 pandai...huhuhu...

so now me sedang mencari hala tuju me...

dimana, kemana, apa yang perlu me buat sekarang???

sebenarnya bukan mudah dan bukan juga senang,

untuk menghadapi segala liku2 kehidupan manusia neh..

macam2 yang perlu dipersoalkan,

difikirkan...its complicated...

 

dan me tahu sekarang neh,

me hanya menyusahkan diri me sendiri...

made a mistake, learn it,

and now with 1 hope,

fix back all the mess....insyaallah..

all da best n gud luck for me...

yeeaaahhhaaaa!!!! hehehe....

and i jjust WANNA BE EVERYTHING.....

everything for everyone....

and i will try my best, to setel all da mess

dat ive done, start a new life....

may Allah bless me...amin....

 

dats all my entry for today...

kalau ada cita yang menarik nanti,

see u guys in a next post ok...

hehehe...

sekian....wassalam.....=)

 



OMG!!!!! PENIPU????

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM SEMUA....

 

dah lama me xupdate blog kan...

bukan apa sibok dgn hal2 dunia neh...

but now im back...

insyaAllah dpt brgiat aktif blik dgn dunia

blogger neh...hehehe...

 

entry me kali neh nak citala skit...

cta psal apa yg berlaku...

telah me jelaskan dah semuanya...

tapi still ckap me neh penipu....

penipu????apa yg me tipu???

ishh3....

 

dlam entry me sblm neh pon semuanya

me tegaskan bhwa dia hnya seorg kwan..

tidak lebih dan tidak kurang dari itu...

tp still nak kata me neh penipu ka apaka

xpala...dan terpulang...

me pon xpnah pksa utk prcyakan me..

klo tak ikhlas mmpercayai me...

 

cz dari dulu pon still tak percayakan me kan...

so tak apalah...nasib2..T_T

kpercayaan org neh bukan bole kita pksa2...

xikhlas namanya klau dipksa...

telah kita curahkan telah kita buktikan

tapi klau dlm diri msh tertanam prsaan

TIDAK PERCAYA

tiada gunanya....

 

so akhir kata

kalau tak nak percaya pada me

tak mengapa....krna yg lbih mgtahui

dri sndri....klau apa yg dibuat tidak nmpk

dengan jelas oleh mata

renung2kanlah oleh mata hati....

 

apa yg me lakukan,

andai melukakan hati, menyakitkan hati

dan menyerabutkan kepala,

memberi kekecewaan, atau sebagainya,

me minta ampun dan maaf

dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki....

sekian, wassalam.....