SELAMAT SELAMAT SELAMAT HARI RAYA.....

Assalammualaikum semua....;)

yeayyyy raya2!!!!!alhamdulillah...

setelah penat berpuasa selama sebulan...

kini tibalah masanya 

umat islam menyambut syawal....

harini dah raya ke dua..

sempatla me brjumpa n mak n adk bradk yg lain...

sama2 makan di pagi raya dan menziarahi

kubur...sayu ja di malam dan pagi raya..

apabila mendengar tadbir raya...

tringat kepada yang tlah tiada....

mak spt biasa tiap2 raya rendang ayam,

lodeh,kuah kacang xlpas...hehehehe...

menu raya tiap2 tahun...

kerana kegemaran arwah ayah...

walaupun ayah telah tiada,

mak ttap mskan utk kami...

byk ka dpt duit raya????

hehehehe bukan zaman dia dahhh...

klo dlo kcik2 bykla dpt det raya...

tp ni dah besar n kja,

ktala plak kna bg det raya...

hahahahahaha....

apa2pon...me snok tengok anak2 buah me...

snok dorg kmpol det raya...

biasala bdk2 kannnn....

itu yg best pon...

ada bjo raya,duit raya, kui rayala

kasot rayala...semuala ttg raya...

kita yg dah bsar2 ni dah xexcited sgt...

sbb pning pk duit byk nak kua...

hahahahahaha...

but alhamdulillah tiap2 tahun 

belum miss lgla bg duit raya kt ank2 buah...

klo dlo sorg dua org...

but now dah 4 org ank buah dah...

taun dpn brtmbah lagi...

mana nak tau kannn...

hehehehe insyaAllah....

raya korang cmna plak?????

raya2 ni blom brksempatan cuti lagi...

sbb kena kerja...hwaaaa... hwaaaaa...

xpala mncari rzki utk akan dtg...

btol x????hehehehe....

apa2pon me nak ucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA 

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

kepada seluruh umat islam....

sekian wassalam....:)

ALHAMDULILLAH REZEKI.....

ASSALAMUALAIKUM SEMUA.... ;)

xlama ja dah lagi ni nak raya...

dah buat persiapan raya ka????

klo yang dah tu alhamdulillah....

klo yg belum tuuu masih lagi sempat....

mcm me la....me pon lom buat apa2 persiapan raya lg...

tggu gaji hahhhh....hehehehe....

mklom laaa dah keja dah ada tggong jwab sndri...

so haruslah semuanya sendiri....

bukan mcm dlu dah...

wktu bdk2...nak bju raya mak ayah belikan...

duit raya pon dpt....

tp skg ni kena memberi plakkk....

hehehehehe lumrah2....

kita bukannya makin muda.... mkin tua...

xgitu....tp xla tua sgt...msh dlm lgkungan 20an...

sweet2 lagi gituuuu...wahhhh

memuji diri sndri.....bila lgkan.....

hah....entry kali ni me nak share la skit...

alhamdulillah rezeki bulan ramdhan ni...

berkat usaha mencari dan bersabar...

akhirnya alhamdulillah rezeki tuhan bagi....

me dpt pgilan hari ni dr CWA under CIMB 

me apply kerja sbgai perunding kwangan...

alhamdulillah me akan di interview pada hari isnin ni....

even baru pgil interview pon,

dan belum interview lgpon,

me dah bersyukur sgt2....

kerana tuhan masih lagi memberi rzeki kpd me...

tmbhan di bulan ramdhan plak tuuu...

bulan yg berkat tu....

insyaAllah klo ada rezeki tu xkmna2 pon kannnn....

xgituuu???hehehehehe....

apa2pon wish me gudluck n all da best!!!

n me bgitu brsyukur skali....

so dats all my entry for today....

akan me update kan lg nti okkkk????

see yaaaa!!!!sekian wassalam..... :-)

LIFE BEGINS.....^_~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM SEMUA....;)

selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan al mubarak...

tinggal berapa hari ja lagi 

kita akan menyambut syawal pula...

dah shopink raya ka????

hehehehehe...me masih belum berkesempatan lagi...

anyway bukan pasal shopink ka

or abt raya yg me nak share today...

but about my life....

dikesempatan ini, me nak ucapkan happy anniversary 

for my own self wif jntong hati...

alhamdulillah genaplah 12 tahun 10 bulan...

kitorg bersama...

cepatkan masa berlalu???

no one would understand our relationship...

n no one would understand me the way u do....

thanks n happy anniversary mr.peguin!!!!

so back to my story....

me skg dah kerja...just for part time skg ni...

but still merancang utk ssuatu yg lbih baik...

yela hidup inikan kna ada plan...

if xdak plan cmna nak ssun atur hdup kan....

me skg kja at sport center as casher...

even xdak buat apa...keja pon relax jew,

enjoyla jgkkan...sekali sekala boleh la join

bersport jgkkan...hehehehehe....

bulan puasa ni xada la rmai sgt org...

but mlm bole dkatakan rmai jgklaaa...

mgkin lpas raya ni,back to normal...

mybe tu jela kot nak story n korg....

see u guys with other post.....

sekian wassalam....;)

MY LIFE IS SO COMPLICATED NOW

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM SEMUA.....:)

xlama lg kita akan menyambut bulan ramadhan al mubarak...

yeayyyy puasa2.....tahun ni dah msok ke 4 tahun me tak smbot puasa

dengan arwah ayah....sedihhhh....susah sbnarnya utk trima..

tapi tuhan lebih menyangyanginya....

me rhda dgn ketentuan ilahi...

cma kdg2 tu me xdpt nak lupakan n msih mngambarkan...

keadaan ketika arwah msih ada brsama-sama...

tmbhan plak dalam keadaan me spt ini...

me sendiri tak tahu dgn keadaan hidup me skg ni...

seolah2 me masih tak mampu utk berdiri

dengan kaki me sendiri....

me masih perlukan sokongan seorang ayah...

me cuba sedaya upaya me...tapi me lemah...

sehinggakan me tak mampu utk berhadapan 

dengan smua ini....me tahu me hanya perlu kuat...

kuat utk mghdapi semua rintangan ini....

sbb masih byk dan panjang lagi arus idup me...

masih banyak yang perlu me belajar tuk hadapi semuanya...

kdg2 tu me berfikir shggakan me bukan dalam diri me...

me prgi jauh....melayang enth ke mna...

apa yang me fikirkan me sendiri tak tahu...

tambahan plak memang diri me suka brfikir

lebih dari berkata2....

kalau nak diceritakan tentang life me skg,

me susa...me sendiri tak tahu mana hala tuju me...

apa yang me cari,apa yang me perlu buat...

me buntu...sedih mengenangkan nasib yg trjdi kni...

sekuat2 me,akhirnya me lemah juga...

air mata yang mengalir merembeskan semua kata2,

yang terbuku di hati yang selama ini terkunci rapat dibibir...

hanya me yg mengerti dan fahami apa yg me lalui dan rasa...

tentang study me,masih lagi mencari tempat yang baru...

dan mak ngah me spt nak xnak untk support me...

klau dulu dialah yang beria2kan sgt...

tp skg spt endah tak endah....

susa bila mnghrapkan pada org...

me tak tahu apa yang patut me lakukan skg...

sakitnya hati bila mengenangkan kisah yang lalu...

me cuba berdiri utk bina idup me sendiri...

me cuba kuat...bila me dah mampu ada yang jatuhkan me...

dan sekarang hanya diam camtu shja...

me yang terseksa...

tapi itu semua dah terjadi...

tiada apa lagi yang dapat putarkan waktu dan masa...

pasrah.......

apa yang me harapkan ketika ini,

agar diberi jalan, dipermudahkan untuk diri me...

kuat dan tabah hdapi semua ini....

me bersyukur kerana me masih lagi ada mak,

ada kkak2 dan syg me...

yang sentiasa disisi me ketika senang mahupun susa...

me brsyukur sgt2...dan kerana merekalah me trus tabah

untuk hadapi semua dugaan dan ujian ini...

dan kerana mereka lah yang tidak pernah putus2 

memberi semangat dan kekuatan kepada me...

terima kasih ya allah kerana masih lagi 

ada orang yang mengambil berat dan berasa disisi me...

dan terima kasih pada semua yang sentiasa menjadi

tulang belakang me....semoga semuanya dipermudahkan....

insyaAllah...amin amin amin....ya rabbal alamin......

Im 23 Years Old Now Yaw....

Assalammualaikum semua....:)

Happy birthday to me...

happy birthday to me....

happy birthday to me....

happy birthday to me......

yeayyyyy!!!!genaplah umo me yg ke 23 tahun...

well muda lagikannnn....hahahaha

its just a number....im rilli2 happy 

for my birthday this year...

selama dah menjangkau usia 20an ni,

blom pnahla lg smbot birthday besar2an cmni..

hehehehehe...xdakla besar mana pon...

jemput pm ka vip2 mna ka...

but the important thing is,my mother,

bros,sista n my syg by my side...

me bkn apa,wktu me kt kl,

me dok pk cmnala birthday me tahun ni...

xkan xsmbut n my family kannn...

tmbhan plak ada my syg ni...

so now trmakbullah hjat me...

nak smbut dgn org2 yg trsyg....

klo smbut kt kl xbesttt...xdak org2 trsyg 

around me...

kannn....so its my day.....

syg me msk tok me..nak thu apa dia msak???

spegti with meatballs...

sdapppp...n kek new york cheese cake..

from SR...sdap sgt....

yg dtg on my birthday,my mother,

bro n sis in law,sistas n bros in law,

n my nieces....buat pon kt uma sista lisa...

but overall im so so happy on my birthday 

this year....

hadiah??????

dah besar....sapa nak bg hdiah kannn...

lainla mcm wktu kcik2 dlo...

dpt byk hdiah...hehehehe....

im getting old...so hdiah yg me dpt dr my syg...

she gave me a perfume n body soap, 

from body shop...wangi....

and i like it very much....

thank you syg....thank you so much...

for everything that uve done

on my birthday...

lots of suprising...

and im so supprised!!!!

so thats all for my entry...

my god bless me,n wish all my dreams came true...

insyaallah...amin....

sekian wasalam....;)

~ Keutuhan Cinta Ku ~

assalammualaikum....:)

holaaaa...anyong ha se yo...

hahaha mcm2 bhsa dahhh...

anyways guest wat im still at penang!!!

oh my oh myyy...

yeayyyyy..nak thu knp???

bcz my class  blom strt lagi...

katanya bulan 6 akan strt..

n teros ke wangsa melawati...

so honeymoon lagila me at penang..

leh spent time lg n my family n syg...<3

abt entry me kali ini,

hmmm xthu kt mana nak dimulakan..

oklahhhh...1 hri me kua n my sis n syg..

pegi brfz smua...me tgok syg me cam pelik ja...

dr malam tu...sum1 call her and i ask

dia ckap faiz...so me pon xksah...

tp cra ckap mcm lain..

xmcm salu dia ckap n faiz...

so i got 1 wierd feeling but i didn't ask her..

cuma dia n spt biasa...

so lpas brfz wif my sista,ktorg blik

n she bbm me said there's sumtink i need to talk...

about us..tp yg peliknya...

bila smp kt uma my sis tu,

me xtron keta feels like there's sumtink...

so me tgok hp me bru me bca bbm syg me..

so,me just diam xckp apa...

till smp 1 tmpt,she stop her car..

diam.....silent....and i just smile...

waiting till her say a word...

but deep in my heart i knw sumtink...

my instict felt sumtink....sumtink that i can't tell

but i felt it...i just relax watever she wanna said,

keep calm...n smile...till she asked me...

why u???i just smile n looked at her..

why me???nutink..she felt sumtink...

than she told me..there's sum1 btween us..

i dun have to dscribe abt it...just it felt like

im dying,i lost...i have no idea wat n why???

i have no idea...but im so..so disspointed...

after all i did it n done for her...

even evrytink hppened btween us..

no matter how hard we fight,

n matter wat i've been tru with her...

n she told me dis????it bulshit!!!!

i love her like i can nver tell

by word or wat...but all i do it...

 for u,for us...but why this shit happen to me????

hmmm i can't nver tell how i felt....

im crying.....i've explain to her..

n she explain to me...

there's nutink else we can do...

she crying n im crying...

tell me how im gnna accpt this shit????

but she didn't dcided...

she just said this shit wont happen again...

she been promised to me...

she said she gnna move on to kl...

how that's make me happy???

but i can't even just think for myself..

ho she gnna survive there...

klo ikotkan hti me,mmg me nak sgt...

blaja skli n me...or mybe we can stay

at the same hostel...like YES or NO..

hehehehehe...;) but i can't think it 

just for myself...wat just had happen btween us..

i trust her..hope she didn't do it again...

n i forgive her...give her a chances..

she deserve it...but i hope this wont happen 

again... just hope...

so now she also been under pressure...

abt her work....i feel so pity abt her...

nsib baik la xblik kl lg...

how culd i live her like dis????

me dok kt sna dgaq dia mcm2 mslah pon,

me mcm nak lari blik...

tmbah me kt pnang ni...depan mata dia...

lgla me nak sntiasa n dia kannnn....

sygggg....i can't promise things will be perfect,

but i promise i wont leave....

as u knw syg...all my love just for u..

n matter wat happen to us,

no matter how exteremly we fight,

but i still love u...im here...

always here for u nto be with u...

and as u knw,my dreams not just here...

sumtink that i want to do for us...

i love u..dats all i can say...

so that's my entry for today....

hope i will come out with another entry...

happ,sad,anxious,for evrything...

hahahahahaha....

see yaaaa.....

sekian wassalam....;) 

~IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK HOME~

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM.....

dah lama xbercerita at blog....

me skg at my hometown glory...

yeayyyy!!!!its good to be back home

the place that i belong....

dapat spent time n family n my syg....

cuti sgt lama...so bt apa nak blik kl awal2 kannn....

bek dok sni...dpt spent time lama skit

dkt kampung tercinta...

hehehehe....apa na cta ek???

khidupan di kl, xsama mcm kt sni...

my sbb stay n aunt kannn...

if stay sndri mgkin xterasa mcm ni....

enthla nak ckap....hanya tuhan ja tahu....

cz rumah org tetap rumah org..

xsama mcm rumah sndri even drah dging sendiri kann...

abt my study,so far so good...

me tgh tggu nak msok kelas balik ja...

n nak habiskan my study ASAP....

dpt thu plak bln 11 bru stdy me hbs....

uwaaaa lamanya....sabo jela...

stdy2,dapat keja fuhhhh sng hidup skit kot...

hope so...huhuhuhu....

kwan2 kt sna okla....smuanya bdk2 lg...

hahahahaha.....but bestla n dorg...

bila dah dpt cuti pnjg2 ni,

inila pluang keemasan yg ditunggu2...

tok balik ke hometown glory...

so happy sgt2 dpt blik brcuti n...

lpas ni xthu la bila plak bliknya...

uwaaa sdih!!! :(

tp xpala...balik kali ni,

mmg dpt spent time sgt2...

dgn family,dgn my syg,

my nieces...wowwwww!!!!

bila dah cuti panjang2 ni kan....

hah mula laaaa.....tmbhan dah blik kampung halaman...

rasa macam malas plak nak balik kl dah....

hahahahaha....sbb hri2 dok nampak my syg,

my family...duin my own things here...

huhuhu....tp demi msa depan kannn...

bersabar jela tuk hbiskan stdy me ni...

ttg khidupan me at kl,

siapa ja yg tahu apa yg trpendam di dalam hati...

mmg kisah me kali ni amat sdih sgt...

salu org bca novel ja...

but now its happen to me beb!!!!

adoiiiii..me salu doakan,

spya dpermudahkan segala2nya...

spya hti dan diri me,

sbar mnempuhi sgla dugaan 

dan cabaran yg mendtg.....abt my fmly

as usual...mak mcm mak...

ksian mak...tapi apa lg yg bole buat..

hmmmm....

about my syg,alhamdulillah...

she love it her new job,

trying to handle evrything...

but i think she might doing well...

n she can do it no matter how hard it is...
cayok2 sygggg!!!!hehehehe....
our love, dah msok yg ke 7 bulan dah skg ni...
hrap sgt, we gnna stick tgther...
and happy ever after...
hope so....<3
bila brjauhan  ni,biasala kannn..
mcm2 dugaan...
but kami always can handle it....
to be honest wif u syg,
i love so muchhh....
no matter how hard it is...
we still loving each other...
and accept who we are...
all i wanted to say,thx syg for being in my life...
for accept who i am...
im so happy to be back to u...
and hope we can make it
until the end of  our life...xoxoxo <3

sekian wassalam....:D

~Berubah Arah~

Assalammualaikum semua....:p

 

dah lama me xupdate kan...

baca cerita me nak kgsikan...

brmula dari mana ek???

owh ya me skrg dah stay n aunt me...

me dah xkeja kt pnang dsbbkan

masalah2 tertentu...

me skrg amek short course at ICE

International Institute Customer Experience

and Management...

course ni slama 6 bln ja...

after dis mgkin me kerja...

tp xtau lagila keja apa...

 

me msh lg dgn syg me...

kekal bahagia...biasala klau gdo2 tu...

psalnya mkin brjauhan skg ni...

pstu xdak masa plak...

msing2 sbokkan...tmbh me skg kt kl
dia plak at penang...skg Alhamdulillah,
bru dinaikkan pgkat as manager...
if me ada ksmptan tok balik,
me akan blikdan jumpa dia...
klo xleh blik we just col an text jela...
dah jauh ni kan,,,
biasala....kna sma2 fham.
and beralah laaaa....
itu jea yg me igin ceritakan setakat ini...
kalau ada crita lg jmp lg my next entry k...
sekian wassalam.....:)