COULDN'T SLEEP...(^o^)

mornink,mornink,mornink...
owh my god...im dead...
its 4.39 a.m rite now...
n im stil wif my blog???huhuhu..
it bcz i COULDN'T SLEEP rite now...
i dun knw y...thinking abt sumtink i tink...
n im crying rite now...uwaaaa....(T_T)
sometimes u wanna cry out loud
for no reasons...
or mybe u have the reasons
but u can't share wif someone else...
hmmmm.....

somtimes people said im to EGOIS...
i'll bet they rite abt dat....
but certain people,certain time,certain stuation...
but if u talk abt my mom n dad,
im the 1st persons who gnna cry out loud...
try me....cz they its totaly important persons in my life...
how culd i life wifout them???
laz nite,me n my sista watching chris medina vdeo...
n she said "WEN IM WATCHING DIS VDEO,
IM TOTALY THINKING ABT U...
CZ IM THE ONE WHO TAKE CARE OF U
NOW....SO DO U LOVE ME????

owh my god...
i hate dis part rite here...
ouchhhh..hahaha....
im kind of person who doesnt like
to express abt my feeling...
cz i dun knw how to show them abt my love...
n im not gud in words....
no wonder if i alwz express abt my feelings wif a song...
so dats y people said dat im to egois...
but deep insde my heart,
who the hell knws wat i feel...
n i answer her,SAYANG...........
n she said X IKHLAS LA TU....
hahahaha....

ok sista....i knw u not gnna read dis...
cz u dun have my blogger email....
pity on u...hahaha...
but i let my followers noe,
OWH GOD,I RILI2 LOVE U SO DAMN MUCH...
IM LUCKY TO HAVE SISTAS LIKE BOTH OF U...
WIFOUT U GUYS,IM NUTINK....
WHAT IT IS MEAN,
IF UR BLOOD IS FLOW IN MY BLOOD
IF I DUN LOVE U SISTAS???
I LOVE U GUYS BOTTOM FROM MY HEART...
DATS ALL I CAN SAY...
THX FOR UR CARING N UR CONCERN
ABT ME...I RILLI APPRICIATE...
N I'LL NVER FORGET ABT IT....

did i have to write dis in a letter??
hell no....kuno ok....
hahahaha..or mybe i juz email it to her..
malu la...hahahahaha...
i'll bet she knw how much i love her...
n now wat im crying abt
it bcz of my mom...
im not kind of MANJA...
but manja skitla...
hahaha....
im the yougest ok....
no wonder why the call me YANG...
huhuhu....
i'll nver get to far from them...
but it doesnt mean i can't be INDEPENDENT GUL...

who doesnt love their mom n dad rite???
ank derhaka ja yg xsyg mak ayh dia...
so im not dat type of person...
hell no!!!!!!
wen im in a hospital,
after opration my eye..
i culdnt sleep....cz its so painful...
n i'll text her abt 2 a.m i tink...
MOM,I CAN'T SLEEP RITE NOW..
CZ IT'S SO PAINFUL...
N I NEED U MOM....
n cz of dat msz,
im totaly freaking them out...
huhuhu...
after she get my msz,
suddenly she call me...
YANG,HOW R U???
IT IS SO PAINFUL???
DID U LET NURSE NOE????
ASK HER FOR PAINKILLER YANG...
DATS WILL HELP U...

owh my god,wen i heard her voices,
i culdnt say a word....
im juz crying.....
n totaly freaking her out again...
DUN CRY YANG...IM WORRY ABT UR EYE...
BE PATIENT YANG....
PRAY TO GOD...EVRYTINKS GNNA BE FINE...
i can't say anytink...crying....(T_T)
DUN CRY YANG...DUN....
WAT TO DO YANG...
U HAVE TO FACE ALL DIS....
JUZ PRAY TO GOD....N BE PATIENT....
TRY TO SLEEP NOW YANG...
IM GNNA MEET U TOMMOROW OK....
N PLEASE DUN CRY YANG...
CZ IM WORRY ABT UR EYE...
OK???GUD NITE..I LOVE U.....
ASSALAMMUALAIKUM....
uwaaaaaa.......hujan selebat2nya.....
sip bek xda gruh n kilat...
klo ada lg bertambah truk...
or mybe she have to come n get me..
huhuhu....

how do i live wifout u mom???
u r the most important person in my life...
how do i breath wifout u dad??
cz u r everytink to me....
thx for everytink mom n dad....
i love u guys so damn much....
wifout both of u,
there be no sun in my sky,
there be no love in my life,
there be no world left for me,
your my world,my heart n my soul....
i wish i culd turn back time,
i'll nver gnna dspointed u...
it hard to take care of me rite now...
n im so sowie for dat mom n dad....
im sowie......(T_T)
thanks for evertink mom n dad...
I LOVE U SO MUCH.....
MUAAHHHHHHHHH......